More Ups Than Downs

My whole life revolves around this cyclical ride of extreme ups and downs. I’m erratic then I am responsible, I am depressed then I am overjoyed, everything is meaningless then everything is meaningful…. It becomes awfully fucking tiring… I become exhausted and because the good does outweigh the bad people always go on about how Ive just got to deal with the bad shit. The bad it so imcomparably disgusting though that going through that leaves a trail behind the experience of it. It seems to infect the good that I do have and muddy up it all.


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